The real act of marriage takes place in the heart, not in the ballroom or church or synagogue. It's a choice you make - not just on your wedding day, but over and over again -- and that choice is reflected in the way you treat your husband or wife.I’m a married woman now! So guess what topic is hot on my mind?
- Barbara De Angelis
For many years I was hesitant to get married because I refused to settle for the wrong person. I would rather be happy by myself than mistreated by someone who is supposed to love me.
It really bothers me when I see a marriage or any long-term relationship where the people involved have resigned themselves to being mistreated because they think it beats the alternative of being alone. I don’t think it does.
I do however take marriage very seriously and believe it is a lifelong commitment. So, there has to be some balance between dedicating yourself to a partnership and not tolerating being mistreated. I’m not going to pretend I have some magic solution to keep that balance, but I think it starts with an agreement that the needs of your marriage have to come before your individual needs.
If you have this type of understanding, your personal needs will not be ignored or disregarded. On the contrary, if you enter into a relationship with a person who genuinely loves you and you both agree to put your marriage before yourself, I think it inspires each of you to look out for the other’s needs. Most of the time people start off with this type of mindset, but then gradually selfishness starts to creep in and undermine the whole agreement.
Some people never start off putting their marriage first because they’re afraid of losing their freedom or their independence. I am an extremely independent, strong-minded, and ambitious person. The thought of being controlled by someone else is simply intolerable to me.
Here’s the thing,
I don’t see my marriage as bondage that is going to tie me down.
I don’t see my marriage as a form of control that will stop me from being me.
I don’t see my marriage as an obstacle to my dreams.
I do see my marriage as,
- The comfort of knowing that I get to share all my secrets, fears, & dreams with my best friend.
- The happiness I feel inside because he makes me feel like I’m the most beautiful and amazing person he’s ever met.
- The butterflies I get in my stomach because he is the most beautiful and amazing person I’ve ever met.
- The peace I feel because there is no doubt in my mind that his loyalty is to me and our commitment to each other.
- The sense of pride I feel knowing that he respects me and thinks highly of me.
- The encouragement I feel knowing that he is ready to stand by my side through thick & thin, cheering me on to be the best me I can be.